'Writers are liars by nature, but just because of that, don't discount us. For it is through our lies that we tell the truth. Our stories become the mask.'

Sunday, 18 October 2015

A Small List of All Hallows Safeguards.






A small list of All Hallow's Eve Safeguards... 

- NEVER look directly into mirrors in a dark room,  it can steal fractures of your soul and wake the beings that dwell behind it. 

- Lady bugs are good luck. 
- Killing ladybugs is bad luck and will cause the building you are in to catch on fire at some point. 

- Gecko's are good luck and ward off the creep crawls Minor Grade. 
- Moths represent death and its really bad luck if you kill them.  Most likely it will bring death or disease such as neumonia or mild colds. 

- Never keep your back to a doorway,  a mirror or a room. Things move in the shadows where we do not look and can crawl inside. 

- Cats are un-luck. As are crows. Able to navigate the hidden doorways and slip-ways of our world.   Occasionally they bring good fortune and at other times they herald oncoming horrors. If you are often followed by such creatures it means that you are of-kin,  a familiar with associations to Loki and with similar attributes. Crows and cats also increase access to the in-between places. 


- Don't step on cracks in footpaths. They are slip-ways and can bring bad luck. 

- Beware getting shit on by a crow,  it brings terrible bad luck for a day. 

- Snakes are good luck. (pythons,  cobras and green tree snakes). 

- Green tree frogs are good luck and ward against demons. 

- The presence of any other frog inside your home means a demon is within your walls.  DO NOT kill it but remove it as quickly as possible. 


- Be careful of what you say. Fate listens and enjoys playing the trixter and on occasion,  the executioner. 

- Breaking a mirror earns you seven hundred years of bad luck. 

- Always leave five cents at your front door or around the house.  It appeases and feeds the gremlins. 

- Always keep noise in the background,  silence breeds other things. 

- Be so scary that the monsters welcome you with open arms rather than teeth and claws. 

- Psalm 91 is an ancient ward against demons. 

See you on the other side of this nightmare season. 

Scar xx 





Thursday, 8 October 2015

Just a Small Post-script to Lunacy: trigger warnin.



Where do demons go to rest? 

This night... 
This silence has no end. 

I see them now... 
The after-impressions the monstrosities leave in the air, 
Like the afterburn of a photo... 
Shredded clothes, 
Jagged teeth... 
Just behind me, 
Always moving... 
Fast as lightning. 

Some of the creatures i see clearly, 
Others through the cornees of my eyes... 
Others... 
Move in impressions. 

I seek my way further into the heart of darkness, 
I must see the true monsters... 
To see the abyss in its entirety. 

You think you know the darkness? 
The crawling,  shifting,  pulsing... 
Jittery-scritchy movements
And chattering and noises and white noise, 
In all the grey areas... 
The static,  the silence,  the noise behind the shower? 
That is there day or night, 
Always the creeping of distorted faces and creatures everywhere... 
Hiding knives everywhere in the fated hope that something, 
So useless... 
Will save us from beings that can be harmed by no blade. 
Inciting verses and symbols, 
Talismens and safeguards do not work... 
They are inside
And they are
Everywhere
And hungry
And murderous 
And here
Now
Now
Now here. 

The smallest of things can twist and warp, 
The smallest gears of the mind. 
A simple name... 

De Vermis mysteriis. 
And we bring the darkness through. 

Do you ever find yourself smiling upside down into a mirror? 
Don't... 
It traps your soul
And now all we say is this
Hahahahaha

Dont worry.. 
They are
Just getting me used to when these demons will ushur me sweetly into Hell. 

Doomed you see... 
Where do demons go when they're host is taken from them? 

To the Daughter... 

Sunday, 9 August 2015

Sleep Paralysis: Entry 01



There was a storm in my bedroom last night... 
In the darkest hour, 
Felt the chains bind tight... 
The pressure of a thousand fathoms crushing, 
Us down... 
The way the shadows warp, 
Even with the lights we keep on... 
How long we stay awake, 
The chattering in the darkness... 
Scuttling in the corners, 
Scuttles underneath... 
The white static noise, 
Deafening in our ears... 
The wind, 
Freezing that raged everywhere... 
The ravens that shrieked, 
Movement... Insects  on my hands... 
It doesn't matter if we stay awake, 
The monsters walk in the dark hours... 
Eyes sewed open, 
Eyes sewed close... 
Where do demons go when they are, 
Cast out of their host... 
They latch on, 
The legions... 
The feral hounds with their eyes, 
That burn apart... 
Us. 
More and more, 
You see the cycles of darkness we bring. 
Maelstrom in a bedroom... 
And we are laughing alone, 
In an empty house... 
We are never awake. 

Tuesday, 21 July 2015

Un-wake...


A tune unfinished... 
Drifts through these hours, 
Of hauntings and leviathans... 
I walked into the Between last night, 
To the place beyond the Long Pale... 
Somewhere near and far from the distance of day, 
The embrace of deepest night... 
Far past what has been left to us, 
This heart that is as foreign to us as a different planet. 

I travel through rooms that are all the same... 
The Arctic has seeped into the still places way below, 
These fingers grey and fractured... 
The cold has teeth, 
And this embrace has knives... 
As we pace in turn to the steps death stalks us, 
An endless dance... 
When Fate, 
Did you choose your fancy to bind these chains... 
The Marrionette you still manipulate, 
When it is broken... 
Still sweet silence, 
This deal struck... 
Of rules to a game we barely knew we were playing, 
These ghost s... 
These endless faces that haunt us in these half hours, 
Oh so sweet the addiction of darkness... 
We reap what we write, 
Not what we sew... 
And now you are to join their number, 
To become what was... 
A dream fading already, 
And lost. 
These hours slowly creep. 
Herre Fate, 
I do not want to dance anymore... 
I don't suppose a truce would be to your taste? 
Though knowing you... 
Youd enjoy luring me in with such a chance. 
You staked your claim over me years passed, 
And till death shall we part... 
This monstrous game, 
Shall go on. 

Here is a riddle... 
Here is an impossibility. 

A long time ago she wandered far away... 
She found her way to a forgotten sea shore, 
Felt the call of the darkness... 
The labyrinth that binds her mind. 

Long ago she decided to leave... 
To walk into the ocean, 
To let the eddies and waters erase and carry away. 

My bunny lies over the ocean... 
My bunny lies over the sea, 
Please won't the waves... 
Bring my bunny back to me. 

Endless miles she was swept away... 
Until something heard, 
Something saw... 
And came for her. 
It dragged her down... 
Amidst the lights that rose up, 
And now she slumbers deep below... 

Open your eyes, 
Be you... 
I see a reflection of you in every image, 
Movement... 
Distraction, 
Book. 

She sleeps... 
She always sleeps, 
And i cannot wake her... 
I cannot wake you anymore. 






Thursday, 30 April 2015

The Slink-way Carousel...

11.23 p.m.


 

You step out into the night,
and in the darkness...
a carousel,
there sits.
Like a universe in faded and broken lights...
A tune creeps amongst the shadows,
winds about the gilded flashing mirrors...
Nestles into your ears and close to your heart.

 

You breathe out,
breathe white against the dark.
You draw near to the strange music...
The faded patterns and a cold,
broken laugh that suddenly rises amidst...
The flash of a fractured face...
A wicked grin,
upon a face of shadows...
Click-clicking claws,
swiveling eyes.

But still you draw near...
You step up, 
and you notice for the first....
The way the tune is beating,
how it catches and repeats, 
you press your fingers against a delicately carved spire and beyond....
Amidst the colours,
eyes the colour of flint glint out at you,
a pale skin and a savage smile beaneath a Stage Masters' torn hat...
As the creature spins into view,
and sweeps its' hat off in a theatrical bow to you...
His teeth seem to lengthen and twist as he grins from beneath that bow,
and then he is beside you...
Everywhere like the shadows,
as surely he ushers you on with a wink...

 

'Trail my way night-child...' he whispers in a voice of madness.
'Come to my tinkering-lounge.
Sit down, sit...
and perhaps we shall palavar,
mayhaps we shall dance...
maybe we will perform a little galavant of Fate.'

A slamming bar tune fills your ears,
as the man guides you round and round the carousel until...
Louder,
the thundering bar tap-tap evolves into,
a broken piano...

An old dragon sits there...
and he plays,
he jives...
He slams those keys down as smoke drifts from his nostrils,
to coil above the keys...

The dragon smiles at you,
as the lights seem to dance... 
and the madman twirls you around
 and forces you into a silently floating carriage...
Led by ten gold steeds.

As the dragon continues to hammer away,
that jaunting melody...
The madman crouches down beside you,
grins...
and then pulls out a blade from his tattered coat.

He balances it by its' tip upon his palm,
flips it...
A silver lighting his eyes,
before he offers it to you.

 

'Play our music,
dance our game...
Carve yourself a soul if you would deign too,
upon this merry-as-Hell carousel of ours...
But do mind the rain.'

You take the blade from him...
You do as he suggests,
you carve a mark of soul...
Upon the nearby wall.

Thunder deep as bones of the earth,
and light as silver as that blade scorches apart the star-filled sky...
Clouds form at the speed of sound.

'Watch them coil...
watch them murl.' the madman sings.

The dragons' banging tune rises into the mayhem of the storm.
It shivers.
It mists,
then it pours.
The tune becomes inseperable from the rain...
As a final flash of silver lightning,
Blinds the world...
The world returns,
The lighting flees...
Into pure onslaught of Rain,
Stealing the Dragon away with it...
and the piano stands empty.

The carousel emits a warped screech...
A warped shudder,
and then the madman is beside you again.

The rain pours.

Ten of the carousel lights flicker,
and then burst...

He holds out his hand to you,
and helps you to your feet...

He leads you to the edge of the carousel,
as the world is dark and water before you...
You turn once more,
to gaze at the faded splendor...
Of that slink-way carousel,
then you look at him.

The madman grins magnificently at you,
and removes his rag-tag hat.
He drops his hand inside...
and after a brief struggle,
he yanks an umbrella from within...

'I bid you well,
dear night-child,
dear hoot...
and I hope to see you again very soon.
Let this carousel remain tucked away in your heart...
A glowing illuminance,
To light the dark.
We are here in the corners,
where your eyelids blink...
and now always,
your soul shall be engraved here.'

The madman offers you the umbrella,
 with a last smile...
and a wink,
and then promptly pushes you out into the street.

The rain plummets,
yet swiftly the umbrella you lift...
and hurriedly race to reach your porch.

The hour upon your watch chimes twelve...
As you turn one last time,
to look.



Far away now,
the carousel sits...
twinkling like a mini universe,
and even as you watch,
it shrinks further
and further away...

Fracturing into the night,
and emitting one final gasp...
Of golden lights and a haunting music,
it disappears.

Is gone.

But there still...
Haunting your heart.




Hey there dear ones,
It's been such a while but my computers been evil.

Four days ago, before the rain began, the door to Eternity opened in my mind again. It brought with it an impression, sometime around midnight that if I stepped outside into my street I'd see a carousel a-lit with lights waiting for me.

These words came to me after that.

I hope you have enjoyed our,
Slink-way carousel.


Miss C.L.Scarlett xx

 
 

Saturday, 11 April 2015

Sleeping Universes Out Way...

 
Last Words of
Tom Whitman:
 
'Imaginareum.'
 
 
 
 
'I'd hoped to hear the chords played again one day,
Without them I am lost in this nothingness...
Wandering after far off music,
in a desert of ashes...
If the tune had a colour,
it would be a mixture of pink and red...
Constantly afraid of it fading away,
terrified of the silence that may come...
My final memories are pulling me to the end of a black alley.
There's a door in the darkness,
I struggle to find my way through the door...
I can hear it clearly now,
The most beautiful melody ever created by man...
I enter the room,
and there forever remains...
that change from G to E minor.'
 
 
 
 
We are haunted by these shadows of ours...
the world that sometimes,
is more real to us than this...
This now.
Autumn leaves are falling in my soul...
and he has come back for me,
to take me far from here...
he was always waiting,
but now I go far away...
I must,
and until then...
I bid you,
Farewell.
 
Miss C.L.Scarlett xx